Creatively Created

1… 2… 3… All eyes on me. Well no not really. But that is how I feel some times. I stand out in just about every room I enter. Not trying to be cocky but when you are 6 feet, 2 inches tall it is hard to go anywhere and just blend in. Not to mention I love stacked heels. GO BIG or GO HOME; my motto. And with that attention comes feelings of self consciousness. Lately I have been very unhappy with the weight I’ve gained and how certain parts of my body look. In my head I am thinking “Girl stand up str8, suck that tummy in, and etc.”  So instead of just complaining about my size, weight, and insecurities, I have decided to make some changes. Lose weight, tone up, and live a better healthier lifestyle. Making some huge changes as well as some minor changes. Definitely making changes to my diet, doing more cool outdoor stuff. Like going bike riding- which I love. Swimming- I’m really a beach bum at heart. Just to name a few. Now my diet changes, ill save for another post…. But all in all I think I am well on my way. I more dedication and determination than ever… Stay tuned as I post my progress… 

Until nxt time…

So I have been slacking lately… Busy with a ton of things… Deep down inside I do want to blog me. But about what is the question. Until I can figure exactly what its or what direction I want his blog to go I will continue to flood your timeline with my random feelings, random thoughts, and or picture. Here I go.

Until next time…

Dear you,

      I hope this message meets you in the greatest of spirits. I miss you dearly. Who would have ever guessed that we would be here. Here at this place of distance. The place of no communication. This is weird. I dont like it. Pride and feelings drive a wedge in between us. I hope one day that this will end. Until then the us, we, our are all just a fond memory…

Sincerely, me…